Happy birthday to me....

Today, February 3 is my birthday. I am older today but who cares about the number... Alhamdulillah for the good years and I hope for the best to come....

Today I spent the whole morning at Shah Alam attending a meeting. What a way to celebrate a birthday!! Thus it was fun coz met some friends. I had to rush after the meeting for Sarah's piano class and tonight I have to assist in the office.... Wow!! A very2 busy day for me....

This is my 4th birthday after the divorce and it's okay. I don't miss being married as my current life is eventful and meaningful. I see my kids grow up and I am happy with their development. With my busy schedule, I have little time to think of finding a mate... Not now.... There's so much to do and I pray that Allah would give the strength to fulfil all my dreams, insyaAllah....

To my kids, thank you for making my life worthwhile... Take good care of yourselves and I love you all very much....

Happy 2012 to all.

Happy new year everyone! Hope that 2012 would be better than 2011 for all... As for me, 2011 was fairly good to me even though there were some unfortunate events. I manage to pull through and I thanked Allah for giving me the strength and wisdom.

2012.... Please be good to me... New resolutions? I doubt so, I don't think I have any. Just continue with the old ones, I suppose.I wish to travel a bit this year. I have planned but subject to $$$$$$. That means I have to work harder to pursue my dream. As the kids are growing older, I may want to concentrate on my life, giving myself more time and travel before I get too old for globe-trotting....

To my kids, study hard and be good. To all my friends, may Allah bless you always and may all your dreams come true.....

Holiday blues...

We were in HK last June and it was summer. It was hot but fun! For this holidays, as I have not decided where to go yet, looking at my old holidays pics would make me make up my mind.... Bangkok? Langkawi? HK again? HMC? Where to go....

As all the kids are currently not with me now, I cant discuss with them. If only I have tons of money, then I dont have problem deciding. My main problem is I have to travel on tight budget. Well... this year alone I was in Vietnam, twice in Singapore and once in HK....

I have a few days more to think.... Urrmmm.....

Yearning for a break!

Yup! I am yearning for a break. Really needed to get away doesn't matter where... Still browsing for places to go and still hasn't decided to go alone or not. A intends to take the kids for holidays meaning I don't have to take them this school holidays. But if I go alone, I think it would not be fun. Aarrrgghhhh.... I really can't decide. I pity the kids if I go alone but where to go??

With all the new classes during this school holidays really made me very busy. Well... I still need to work to fend for myself, pay my bills etc... At times it's good to be busy because it leaves little time for me to think the unwanted things... Hehehe. With the opening of a new kindergarten to manage, my hands are full. Imagine next year, I will have to manage 3 schools! On top of that I will have 5 tuition classes! Phew! In anticipation of my tight schedule, I need a break now!!!

I need a break, I need a break, I need a break...... Please help me!

Another accident

Zaki met an accident again and this time he broke his arm.... He called after the accident giggling telling me right after the incident. His friends took him to the hospital and got his hand plastered. The next day I was very tight on my schedule and could not visit him. Yesterday I took time off to visit him with Sarah. Drove to his college leisurely and took him for lunch at Kuala Selangor. Went shopping for his things and sent him back.

Really can't stop any accident from happening though....but the most irritating thing is that A didn't ever bother to visit his son. Even his wife could not be bothered to call or pay Zaki a visit. I suppose my kids are not important to them. Sometimes I wonder why A became like that.... The kids are amanah from Allah and mind you, they are legal kids of his. Why treat them as though they are not important? That I really don't understand. He can hate me or treat me badly but the kids will forever be his.... Bukannya boleh tukar bin or binti.... Hish! Tak paham la.... Kata life dah complete tapi masih sama je......

October 1 2011

Today marks the third anniversary for me being single. How time flies and looking back all the years, I am glad that I chose this road. It may be unthinkable at first but eventually I survived these three years without any major breakdown. I suppose many people would never thought I would breeze through these years being single but were they wrong!

Honestly, I have not thought of finding a mate as my current life is considerably good. Even better than expected. In the last three years, I manage to do a bit of traveling, get a decent career, a home and spent quality time bringing up my kids. We may not live in luxury but we had the best time together traveling and getting closer. Since all the kids are in their teens, life is much easier. They are independent and they understand what I am going through.

What else do I want in life? Perhaps seeing my kids grow up further and succeed in their lives. I need to chill and grow old gracefully.....

Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2011

I spent 1 Syawal alone at home as the kids were with A. A very quiet day lazing around at home, catching up with my ironing and beauty sleep. Late noon the kids came back n we shoot off to Shah Alam and Cheras to visit my siblings. On the second day, we went to visit A's grandmother.

We flew to Singapore on Thursday n spent 4 days shopping and walking all over Singapore. The kids enjoyed Singapore shopping and Sarah as usual enjoyed Universal Studio. It was very hot n humid.we celebrated the boys' birthday at Zam Zam again..... Oh...! Zaki and Zaid turned 19 n 14 respectively. How time flies and suddenly I felt old. I think it's time for me to take the next step to fulfill my dream n interest. As the kids are no longer staying with me, I have more time for myself n indulge in my interest.

Perhaps next Raya we should go elsewhere. Further n not hot!!!!