Making decisions...

We were in Australia for a week during mid May. The weather was excellent and the kids really enjoyed their break. I had a wonderful time too. Sarah attended her therapy at Brisbane and I attended a seminar. It was a fruitful trip. Eventhough we had limited time, we tried to visit the important places as scheduled. While I was there, I felt like I needed to think outside the box, go beyond my comfort zone and decide on what's best for me and Sarah. After some discussion with a friend, I am looking into furthering my studies and start a new life elsewhere. Being contented as where I am now, it's no longer a challenge to be here. I need to broaden my horizon and step into a new environment where people are not judgemental and to be honest, there's nothing to look forward here, now! I just want to close my book here and open a new leaf other than this place.... Not that I don't like my present life, it had been wonderful since I lived on my own (with the kids)... But the environment is no longer conducive for me and Sarah. We need a new place, new people and new surroundings.... Therefore I need to decide what's best for me and Sarah's future. I need to calculate, evaluate and decide.....