Needs to transform

I took the kids for holiday in Beijing on my 4th year anniversary of being single. To be honest, to be single and enjoying the independence is utmost wonderful. Just can't imagine that I survived these 4 years without a partner and was not desperate to find one. One thing that I learnt is you just can't rely on anyone to make you a happy person. It's just yourself and how you live to it is more important. Back to Beijing; it was a great holiday and it was my dream to visit the Great Wall of China. Though the trip was short but it was worthwhile. The weather was perfect and the food was excellent. To my surprise, I did not do much shopping as I couldn't find anything that interest me. How shopaholic I may be, the things in China were not in my list. I would rather do my shopping in KL though.... After 4 years, I just feel that the needs to transform is inevitable. Not that I am in a partner-hunting mode but to feel good and look good as well. I received welcoming remarks from my friends and peers and I felt wonderful!! Looking good for yourself is more fulfilling than for others. I suppose I need to change my wardrobe again.... Hahahahah.....(i can imagine the looks on my kids' faces....) As my age is approaching to a new figure (ooppsss....), a brand new outlook would be suitable. I want to just enjoy my remaining life in a blissful, enjoyable and stress-free mode. Life is short!! And to A, again thank you for the wonderful kids....