Zaki met an accident again and this time he broke his arm.... He called after the accident giggling telling me right after the incident. His friends took him to the hospital and got his hand plastered. The next day I was very tight on my schedule and could not visit him. Yesterday I took time off to visit him with Sarah. Drove to his college leisurely and took him for lunch at Kuala Selangor. Went shopping for his things and sent him back.
Really can't stop any accident from happening though....but the most irritating thing is that A didn't ever bother to visit his son. Even his wife could not be bothered to call or pay Zaki a visit. I suppose my kids are not important to them. Sometimes I wonder why A became like that.... The kids are amanah from Allah and mind you, they are legal kids of his. Why treat them as though they are not important? That I really don't understand. He can hate me or treat me badly but the kids will forever be his.... Bukannya boleh tukar bin or binti.... Hish! Tak paham la.... Kata life dah complete tapi masih sama je......
Friday, October 7, 2011
Saturday, October 1, 2011
October 1 2011
Today marks the third anniversary for me being single. How time flies and looking back all the years, I am glad that I chose this road. It may be unthinkable at first but eventually I survived these three years without any major breakdown. I suppose many people would never thought I would breeze through these years being single but were they wrong!
Honestly, I have not thought of finding a mate as my current life is considerably good. Even better than expected. In the last three years, I manage to do a bit of traveling, get a decent career, a home and spent quality time bringing up my kids. We may not live in luxury but we had the best time together traveling and getting closer. Since all the kids are in their teens, life is much easier. They are independent and they understand what I am going through.
What else do I want in life? Perhaps seeing my kids grow up further and succeed in their lives. I need to chill and grow old gracefully.....
Honestly, I have not thought of finding a mate as my current life is considerably good. Even better than expected. In the last three years, I manage to do a bit of traveling, get a decent career, a home and spent quality time bringing up my kids. We may not live in luxury but we had the best time together traveling and getting closer. Since all the kids are in their teens, life is much easier. They are independent and they understand what I am going through.
What else do I want in life? Perhaps seeing my kids grow up further and succeed in their lives. I need to chill and grow old gracefully.....
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