A frustrating week

The week passed with disappointing news and sleepless nights for me. I could not describe what I felt throughout the week and when the harrowing experience ended, I had to make the most difficult decision in my life. I could not comprehend what had happened but I need to decide to put an end to the problem.

My sleepless nights turned into nightmare and how disappointing it may be, I had to swallow all and accept the fact that it happened. As I looked back at all the events that had happened in the couple of recent years, I may be wrong in acting in such manner. Perhaps my actions were the reasons why the problem arose. I could not see any reason why it should happened that way but it did. I suppose it will take a long time for me to digest and comprehend the matter.

As I had to intervene, I hope this decision I made this time could change some things..... I pray that the nightmare would end and hope that brighter days would come in the near future. Ya Allah, please give strength and peace.... Amen.....