After discussing about this matter with A, we decided to send Zaid to another school, a 'boarding islamic' school actually. We feel that its the best for him and hopefully he is able to turn on a new leaf. It was a hard decision for me but I need to be firm in this matter.
Whatever happens, the kids will forever be the loves of my life....
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Sarah is 11 today!
Today 5th July 2011 is Sarah's 11th birthday. How time flies... The kids have grown just before my eyes. That means I am getting older too, yet wiser. Sounds like VI's motto, eh? We had ice cream at Baskin Robbins last night and had dinner at a Thai Restaurant with another student.
I bought some new CDs before having dinner. Can't resist buying the CDs actually.... My student was awed with my impromptu purchases. Shopping is a part of my therapy... Whenever I feel depressed, I start buying things.
Will plan for sarah's party next week. Too busy this week.....
I bought some new CDs before having dinner. Can't resist buying the CDs actually.... My student was awed with my impromptu purchases. Shopping is a part of my therapy... Whenever I feel depressed, I start buying things.
Will plan for sarah's party next week. Too busy this week.....
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Hello again.
It's been quite some time since I update my blog. I had been tied up with some work but most of all, too many things happening that needed my attention. They really drained my energy.
Btw during school holidays, I took Zaid and Sarah to Hong Kong. Initially I thought of taking them in Sept but since Zaki refused to follow, I decided to go earlier. At least there's summer sale in HK. Spent a whole day at Disneyland to fulfill Sarah's wish. It was damn hot! Luckily Zaid was around, at least he could accompany Sarah on her rides. Managed to cover almost all parts of the place. The next time I go Hk would be another 3 years time!,
An unfortunate event happened to my son and I was devastated. I was even more upset considering their father's attitude towards the event. Due to this, I knew that I had to stay strong and not let my emotion failed me. I don't want to fall into another phase of depression and I immediately sought help for my son. I pray that Allah will give me strength....
Since this unfortunate event, I realized that A had never cared about us. This case is somehow similar to what I went through 3 years back and even then he wasn't supportive and left me in the lurch. I do have my regrets now.... What kind of a father he is and a man in general. His attitude proved his selfishness. What a sad thing.....
I need to pull through this and go on with my life. Thanks to all my friends who supported morally and most of all, Alhamdulillah, Praise to Allah.
Btw during school holidays, I took Zaid and Sarah to Hong Kong. Initially I thought of taking them in Sept but since Zaki refused to follow, I decided to go earlier. At least there's summer sale in HK. Spent a whole day at Disneyland to fulfill Sarah's wish. It was damn hot! Luckily Zaid was around, at least he could accompany Sarah on her rides. Managed to cover almost all parts of the place. The next time I go Hk would be another 3 years time!,
An unfortunate event happened to my son and I was devastated. I was even more upset considering their father's attitude towards the event. Due to this, I knew that I had to stay strong and not let my emotion failed me. I don't want to fall into another phase of depression and I immediately sought help for my son. I pray that Allah will give me strength....
Since this unfortunate event, I realized that A had never cared about us. This case is somehow similar to what I went through 3 years back and even then he wasn't supportive and left me in the lurch. I do have my regrets now.... What kind of a father he is and a man in general. His attitude proved his selfishness. What a sad thing.....
I need to pull through this and go on with my life. Thanks to all my friends who supported morally and most of all, Alhamdulillah, Praise to Allah.
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