A Good Feeling

Today marks the 16th day puasa. I was called to buka puasa at the surau and an amazing thing happened. I could not find Zaki there and I thought he went elsewhere. Then when the azan came, I realised that it was Zaki, my dear son. I can feel my Goose pimples when I heard his voice! What a pleasant surprise.... How proud I was at that time and I realised Zaki had move forward....

It made me think that I needed to do something and most of all doa that he will be in iman forever.... Two years down from my singleness, we found our light together. I really hope Zaki will be able to guide the other kids to be better. The elders have faith in him and I am proud to be his mother.... Alhamdulillah....

Ramadhan 2010

Its been a week into Ramadhan, my favourite month actually. I'd always love ramadhan not because of the abundance of food sold but a month whereby my kids will eat together with me. But this year, my boys wanted to be at the surau. After my one month stint at the surau, my boys somehow enjoyed themselves there and had been going for their jemaah prayers and tarawikh there. They even break their fast there! As usual Sarah and I will go only after Maghrib and it also depends on her mood.

Sarah managed to puasa since Day 1. Its been a week and I am glad that she could go thru a week without much complains. Zaid is working at the surau; washing dishes and cleaning up. Zaki joinned the elders for tadarus. What a bless! Alhamdulillah..... Tq to all who had prayed for me and my kids....

The changes in my kids were longed by me.... I always prayed that they would be soleh and solehah kids..... I dont care about what A might think but all that matters now is we are happy together and performing ibadah together. We may not have lots of money but having enough taught us that barakah is more important than the amount.

I am into my second year anniversary for being single and I am enjoying every minute of it. For me to start a new relationship is not my priority. My kids are the utmost important people in my life and wouldnt want to be tied down again.

Now I am formulating a new survival plan for the next two years. As A is not complying to his agreement and promises, I need to restrategise my action plans. I hope my court case would end soon and thus to ease my worries on the uncertainties.

YA ALLAH! Give me strength and patience to go through all.....

Sukan Pasti 2010 & Surau Darussalam

It was Sukan Pasti again on July 24th, 2010. After three hard weeks of training, we went to the event with high hopes of winning.... but alas, we lost again. Though, my kids did great! Am proud of them and perhaps better luck next year.

Last weekend was the programme at Surau Darussalam, Taman Nirwana. I helped them organised their programe and it lasted for three wholedays. It went well and I was glad it was over. At least it changed my kids.... Alhamdulillah... the event had some impact on my kids and I really hope it will last for a long time.....