Monday, September 3, 2012

Happy birthday boys...

Zaid turned 15 today. And Zaki will be 20 in two days time. Suddenly the kids are grown up and soon they will leave the nest. Somehow or rather they are already away with Zaki at college and Zaid in boarding school. With Sarah alone with me, life is a bit quiet. Sarah prefer to be alone and minding her own things. At times I am all alone at home and I can feel at ease. I can do my beading, reading and thinking (?).... I need to plan my moves for at least three years ahead. I need to evaluate my current situation and make new plans for the future. I pray that my kids will turn out excellent in the future and they will appreciate what I have done for them. All I wanted them to know is why I chose my present life now. They need to understand that the outcome is more important. I always pray that the kids would appreciate each other and be responsible towards each other. Life is so short to worry about the unnecessary things.... Make the best of what we have and live life to the fullest!! Finally happy birthday to Zaid and Zaki.... Ibu love you....