A Proposal? Perhaps....

In the midst of my court hearings and all, someone asked me how long will I stay single. A tough question actually. He himself had been single for a long time and has grown-up children. I on the other hand recently (?) single and 3 school going kids. Well... only met him once and dont know how to answer his question. He is a nice old man and perhaps what I could do is let nature takes its course. Not rushing into anything yet.... Have not thot about it at all. My main concern is my kids being happy and comfortable.


Will there be a next person? Only time will tell....

Breakfast With my Good Friends

Had a long breakfast with Shema, Aya, Kauthar and Su at Su's Pucuk DiCita. Good food and company too. Was there till almost 2 pm. Breakfast and lunch too.

Had to update the latest events and had a great time eating and chatting. Will do it again only when Kauthar has long visa. The others have no problem....

Exhausting Week

It was an exhausting week for us. But mind you, we are happy. Btw Zaid registered at VI (finally) this morning. Glad that the waiting is over. But there are other things need waiting though.... If I have waited this long, what is another few months.

The kids are adjusting well. So do I. No more nightmares and lonely nights. No more fear and felt secured surrounded by my loved ones.

Thank You, Friends...

A group of friends came over to wish me well and good luck for the upcoming event. I thanked all of them for their doas and wishes. Eventhough no family members came, my friends presence were enough. It meant very much to me and the kids.

Really hoping that all will end well in the near future....

Beginning of a new phase

After almost 20 years, I am starting a new phase of my life. I thanked my family and friends who had helped me through the rough phase. I am blessed to have friends who supported me and to my kids, thank you for having faith in me.

I hope our new life will proper and we will be blessed by Allah SWT.

What a week!

The first week of January 2010 was very hectic for me. Beginning the last week of December until today, I was busy at the kindergarten... This year's intake was unbelievable. The most students I've had in 9 years managing the kindergarten. Alhamdulillah...

As I did not anticipate the volume, my stocks are running short. Had to order more books and uniforms and had to redo the time table and the school's arrangement. Luckily a parent donated more tables and chairs to us.

Well... as usual every year we will have crying toddlers. worrying parents and parents/maid waiting by the door and window. But only for the first 3 days. By today, most of the kids are able to adapt to the school. I have not started teaching yet coz still busy with the other management thingy.

I manage the kindergarten on behalf of an organization I am involved with. It is my passion to teach and we have won award for the best management in our area. I always feel good surrounded by kids; whether big or small. It makes you feel appreciated.... You become more patient. I thanked the organization for allowing me to manage the school. Maybe one day I will have my own school... Wishful Thinking!

First day of school 2010

In the midst of my busy day of the FIRST DAY, I received 2 news of friends passing away. One in Kerteh, Izan, a neighbour. Her daughter, Yasmin went to same kindy with Zaki. Then another friend, Kak Munirah, a friend I met while I was in Bandung 3 years ago. Very saddening. Izan met an accident while Kak Rah died of cancer. I went to Kak Rah's funeral at Danau Kota. Met some other friends from my trip to Bandung; Kak Zah, Norlia, Bibi, Mahan and their spouses respectively.

I took Sarah and Zaki to the funeral as Zaid was in school. Sarah, as usual asking me about death and kept reminding me not to die. I couldnt answer her.... She kept telling me not to leave her. A tough thing to explain....