My Fourth Year Anniversary

It is the first day of Syawal 2012. And it had been 4 years being single. How could anyone forget your divorce anniversary if it falls on 1st of Syawal? How am I feeling now? Actually whenever Syawal is approaching, the memories of Syawal 2008 kept on lingering in my mind... I can still hear and feel the same and I hate feeling like this. How could somebody spoil your raya... As though there are no other days.... There are 365 days in a year and he chose 1 Syawal.... Hmmmmm..... I think I should celebrate my fourth year as I survived 4 years being single. I think it is a victory that I could survive on my own.... Come what may, selamat hari raya to all....