Saturday, July 2, 2011

Hello again.

It's been quite some time since I update my blog. I had been tied up with some work but most of all, too many things happening that needed my attention. They really drained my energy.

Btw during school holidays, I took Zaid and Sarah to Hong Kong. Initially I thought of taking them in Sept but since Zaki refused to follow, I decided to go earlier. At least there's summer sale in HK. Spent a whole day at Disneyland to fulfill Sarah's wish. It was damn hot! Luckily Zaid was around, at least he could accompany Sarah on her rides. Managed to cover almost all parts of the place. The next time I go Hk would be another 3 years time!,

An unfortunate event happened to my son and I was devastated. I was even more upset considering their father's attitude towards the event. Due to this, I knew that I had to stay strong and not let my emotion failed me. I don't want to fall into another phase of depression and I immediately sought help for my son. I pray that Allah will give me strength....

Since this unfortunate event, I realized that A had never cared about us. This case is somehow similar to what I went through 3 years back and even then he wasn't supportive and left me in the lurch. I do have my regrets now.... What kind of a father he is and a man in general. His attitude proved his selfishness. What a sad thing.....

I need to pull through this and go on with my life. Thanks to all my friends who supported morally and most of all, Alhamdulillah, Praise to Allah.

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