A long awaited meeting

After almost three years, I finally met my x-in laws at a funeral of A's relative. He SMS me in the morning to inform me and I decided to pay a visit. I knew that I will be meeting his family but I still went on as there's nothing to fear of. I Salam both mum n dad in- laws and chit chatted awhile with mum. I then met his siblings and finally I met A. We exchanged a few words regarding the kids witnessed by his mum. Then we parted....

It felt a bit odd actually. On my way there, I was imagining and wondering what should I say to them and surprisingly, the meeting went well. No fighting, bickering etc. I can see that his other relatives were also looking at our reactions. I have fulfilled my obligation towards his relatives as that aunt of his visited me when I was ill during my marriage.

I felt good that I did not feel bad towards his family and his extended family welcomed me. I can say that now, I am obviously over the matter. Perhaps with him marrying, the situation between us changed. I am not angry at all, in fact I felt relieved knowing that. At last I am free from him....Totally free....

Tq again to A for the 19 years together and may your present will last longer....

State of confusion

Something happened yesterday and it left me dumbfounded. I somehow could not get the thought out of my mind n until today, it still lingers... I don't know how long would it last but for all I know I have to get rid of the thoughts soon. I could live with this feelings n I don't want to be disappointed anymore.

It seems to good to be true... I m confused n I hope to get over it the soonest.

Finally... Decision Made

After months of thinking and contemplating, I finally decided to send the boys to A as they needed a father figure in their lives. Perhaps A may be able to control the boys and he had been promising many things should they stay with him. To realised their dreams (?) and perhaps my offers were not lucrative, I think the boys would get what they want from their father.

It was hard for me but I had to do it coz I needed to move on. As A had his life all worked up, maybe now its my time to work out my life. Perhaps think for my future... THe last two weeks was spent clearing the rooms and spring cleaning my home. I had to rearrange my timetable to accomodate Sarah's time too.

Been busy with my classes and there will be many meetings for the next three months. My classes are wonderful as the students for this course are attentive and understanding. I am enjoying my time with the new students.

Am thinking to go for holidays soon. Been surfing to search for a new getaway with my dear Sarah. Btw my trip to Eagles concert was GREAT!!!

Home alone

I am all alone this weekend. The kids are with A and I am taking it easy at home. As sunday is a busy day for me, I decided to have a total rest today. Starting next week I will be utmost busy as a new project has just started. I really hope that this new project would be smooth sailing n I am able to cope with the new demand.

I am looking forward for my birthday treat next week. I intend to have a jolly good time there even if I am alone. Come what may, I want to enjoy myself on my own. Life is short. Live life to the fullest and don't forget to balance between dunia n akhirat.

Another year in counting

It is my birthday today. Another year older but wiser, I presumed. A very quiet day spending the whole morning at home lazing around watching movies. Actually I am still exhausted from the trip to Ho Chi Minh with some friends. A friend needed to buy some things for her daughter's upcoming wedding.

The trip to HCM was a good one even though I was tight on cash. Went to assist my friend to get her shopping done and I needed the break from home. Sarah came with me but the boys went to their father. Sarah had a great time walking with us shopping and she got herself some stuffs too.

I got myself the Vietnamese suit that I always wanted... A glaring red n black suit! When am I going to wear it doesn't matter. I will find an occasion to wear the red suit.

Happy birthday to me.... Alhamdulillah....

Unexpected events

I received a call from a new friend and we ended chatting at a coffee shop till midnite. What an unexpected surprise coz this new friend attended A's wedding last year and also a buddy of A's wife. Well.... A is actually her third husband! What a surprise! I suppose that this is he had always wanted and yearned. Perhaps this time, she is able to keep him grounded. Well having a lot of experiences, she may be able to succeed this time.

As for me, I am glad knowing that he ended up with his present wife and his dream wife is fulfilled. The best of luck to him and may they have happiness till the end.

Btw I managed to get tix for Justin Bieber's concert in April and more eventful is that I had tix for the Eagles concert in Singapore next Feb. Will have a great time at the concert. I better start listening to the songs to enable to sing along during the concert. What a great way to celebrate my birthday!

A Busy 2011 Start

The starting of 2011 was hectic! With two kindies to run and a new task at the organization. With the kids starting schooling, I was exhausted. The two kindies (new kids registrations and new kids adjusting) were a handful. I was running back and forth and by the second week, everything was almost normal. Had to train the new teachers and getting all the supplies in before the school starts.

I would like to thank all my good friends who helped chipped in for the new school. May Allah bless all of you.

My other classes also started on second week. Had new students and my timetable is full throughout the week.

For the next few weekends, I have programmes involving the ADUN and will be on my toes. I am enjoying the tasks given to me and insyaAllah I will be able to fulfil the requirements by the office.

Wish me luck, friends! I really need it!!