Outing - Genting Highlands June 16, 2010

We took the bus ride to Genting Highlands at 9 am. By 10.30 am, we were already at the Outdoor Theme Park. The weather was cooling and just right. What a relief! Away from the hot weather down in KL. The kids had a jolly time at the park riding the roller-coasters and playing games... I had to buy at least RM130 worth of tokens.... And we came back with a bid red dragon, a green frog and a bear... They all belonged to Sarah. We were carrying those animals back in the bus... We took the 5 pm bus back to KL. By 7 pm, we were already home.

For all I know, we had GREAT FUN together! Eventhough its near to our house but the weather made a lot of difference. It is as though we were overseas! We plan to go again to Genting. Will try to find time so that we can have fun together and can cherish the moments that we have.... Whenever we see the animals we brought back, we can still remember our time there. I love spending time with the kids eventhough I have to cough up money.... They are all worth it!!

Praying for a BIG STOP!

I dont understand why he could not stop harrassing us. First me, then now the kids. Sending lengthy sms to us and provoking us. He kept on blaberring that the kids are not worthy. The thing is he is the one who is not deserving.

I pray that he will stop provoking us. Just face the fact and let us live our lives happily and peacefully. Its been over a year and dont let me blow my top. I can feel my temperature rising and whistling in my ears!

My Lost Feelings

I woke up this morning feeling regret. I dont know what happened in my dream but the feelings were overwhelming. I regretted my actions that I did 21 years ago. It happened in June 1989. Why didnt anyone stopped me from making the worst mistake in my life? How could I be fooled? Why didnt I thought of the consequences?

I am full of regrets. I know nothing could change the past but how I wished I could just turn back the time. I had so much in life happening at that time but I decided to end it just to please another person.. And now I regret.... All I wanted now is to let it go and start a new life, far away from all. Dont want to think what had happened and live life to the fullest.

It would be difficult to start all over again at this age but I will try to put the past behind me and relive my life with whatever thats left and with whoever I want....

Looking forward...

I am looking forward for a better life; not that my current life is not good. As my court date will start end of June, I look forward for the end of the trial. Whatever the outcome, at least its the starting of the ending of the last chapter. I really wanted to end it ASAP and have a peace of mind. This month marks the 2nd anniversary of my worst nightmare which left a permanent damage of my vision. How time flies... and I am really glad I was able to survive the ordeal. No doubt it caused trauma to my kids and I, but we managed to cross over the line.

Looking back I am glad I made the decision to end the marriage. Dont think I could but now, I am happy being single with the kids. The kids got my undivided attention and my unconditional love.... I really hope my kids would appreciate that.

Mum's Day with My Aunt

I celebrated Mum's Day yesterday with my aunt by attending a concert by Datuk Sharifah Aini at the Palace of The Golden Horses last night. It was a night to remember for all of us coz the concert was entertaining. My aunt came together with her youngest daughter all the way from Alor Setar to enjoy the eventful night with a few hundred people who attended the concert.

It was mother's day and birthday present for my aunt. Could find anything else to get for her; so I hope this concert would be meaningful for her as she is a fan of the diva. My cousin, being 18 years old at first could not appreciate the songs but eventually she had a great time. She managed to take some pix with Mawi and became my camera-girl during the concert.

The concert ended at 12.30 am and we reached home at 1.00 am. I really hope my aunt had a really good time and its my only way to tell her that how she meant to me... like my mother. Happy belated mother's day to you, Kak!

Cartoons - Disney

I love to watch cartoons. Ever since I was young, I look forward to watch Magical World of Disney on TV. Those days bukan ada ASTRO... only RTM 1 & 2 and yet the movies were a weekly treat. As I grow older, I still love the cartoons. In fact when I was at varsity, my late dad would tape for me Thunder Cats. I enjoyed cartoons so much that until now I cant kick the habit. I have compilations most of the Disney productions and I will watch them with or without my kids. My kids somehow or rather picked up the interest too.

I remembered watching Lion King maybe more than 50 times with Zaki. He was 1+ then. He kept on repeating the same movie again and again.... And yet I still like the movie. When I was pregnant with Zaki, I watched Beauty and The Beast and ever since then, the songs had been my favourite. Peabo Bryson and Celine Dion....

Sarah is also hooked on cartoons. Now she is repeating Mulan, Mulan 2; me Lion King and Beauty and The Beast; Zaid Lion King 1 1/2 and Lion King 2....

We are having a gala time watching all the cartoons. At least I have some common interest with the kids. CARTOONS.....

Dinner with my teachers

Went dinner with my teachers for Teacher's Day celebration. Took them to a Thai restaurant nearby. Food was good and affordable. Each teacher brought a partner. Ana took her husband, Nabila too her sister, Suraya took her father and I brought Zaid and Sarah....

The other pic is chocs I received from my tuition class last Sunday. Well... as usual my kids have the honour of eating the chocs. To all, thank you for your wishes....